
Thursday, August 30, 2007
well well today was abit of a war wif dom nearly fought wif him,guess i wun fight this year its jus evil..seriously.dom sorry lah i was joking around.YEA i finish all my hols homework during english and science klass.no wonder my scinece have been dipping or so i think.chapters are now nearing its end.this is the signal for exam.jus like a little flag waving at me.
i am super tired met jingzhi for a few seconds today.well i read gilda's blog hmm interesting.well well.vernon,dom,justin,wei wen are going for SC nite.hols are approaching,i guess i have to create work for myself since i finish it during skul hours.hmm hols are pretty booked.mon and tues sleepover.wed training.thursday project plus bro birthday.fri training.trying to fit in outing wif xueli.and another wif miin and kim.and maybe another wif bernard and melvin.and a visit to my form teacher.crap so much sia,gonna crack.shit i think exams are more of a slacking time for me i am so deadddd.will i be able to pull it of like i did in mid year?4th in level bloody at stake.
trying to study someday.trying.haha shud i go for geog remedial during hols even i luckly got 1st haha.shit my geog also going down drain.those SC ppl i hope things go rite for u are for the better.des gilda mel tan,jolyn and the rest (even if i dunno U).take care!:)quote of the day.try not to hate and hurt someone cos doing that is jus hurting ur ability to love and be kind.u might not realise it but u will start changing the way u even treat ur clos friends.cos ur ability to love them has been hurt,jus by hurting someone u dislike
the thing is that why do u keep thinking i aint having so many problems?jus cos i keep quiet and look happy.things aint that way.yea u can say ur situation affects ur behaviour.it controls u.wad if i let the situation control who i am.i guess u wun even wan to talk to me.it aint a excuse dudette.its jus i dun tell many ppl my problems,i dun wanna affect them.i bet u will freaking crack when u bear the loads of my problems.the question i ask myself is that how long more can i hold up till this load breaks that me u noe.i dun him to take over me.that thing is violent and he will show my situation i promise u.jus stop looking on the outside.those that i hold clos to my heart are those who see inside of me.
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