Life does not suck all the time

2007-11-25T04:56:00.001-08:00

ok to blog abt friday and up coming dates of outings.OK friday morning wake up call at 7 am.got ready for tennis and reach at 807.7 mins late.anyway,coach say i improved so yea tats something.ma ma drop me off at coronation walked home.played com for awhile b4 making my way to the bus stop.shaun(SLow) was damn slow in taking bus.so i waited quite long for him.finally the bus he was on came.on the way looked out for winston and wayne.then we four took bus and met some classmates.not friends.then reached cine where justin(tin tan) was waiting alr.he mistimed again.we went for lunch.where winston was seriously DAMN DAMN lame and he culdnt grasp wad we were mostly saying.he was going huh half the time.and he ate real real slow.he is damn strange only eat the meat and little rice.queer.then we bought the tickets for fred claus.the movie seriously wasn as good as i tot it was.after the movie.i rush to b1 to catch marc peh only 1 more floor in reaching them.
twin(michelle) called then i had to go to the arcade and watch them play air hockey.same game tat made my shoulder ripped off quite a bit.they had the tickets for enchanted.it was crazy la one movie after another.the movie was say good stuff man.i advice ppl reading thsi post to watch ENCHANTED.yeaup.after tat we went to wisma to eat dinner.me darien twin ate the same things.beef ball noodles.we met gilda over there.we decided dun wan to go nite safari then after tat me and darien walked off.only to have gilda calling last min saying to come back to go there.gilda mother ask me look after them.or maybe she jus mean her daughter haha.only till des realise me and twin were wearing same colour clothes and same brand shoes.haha,anyway.the entrance was damn ex,more than expected.but anyway we got in.i owe gilda money.then saw bats and all.quite cool.there was this damn big bat abt the wingspan of my fingers to elbow.finally it was so hot down there walking around.scared gilda alot.but also got suan alot by des and twin.me and gilda bla bla bla.anyway took the bus ride back to newton.michelle mom could fetch me and i got home.yea tats all.currently planning for new outings.tiring job.anw cya around.
lying to others is lying to oneself as one is jus deluding his or herself to think s/he can get away wif it.so try not lie.:)

2007-11-21T06:39:00.001-08:00

hey ppl.
ok ok sorry for not blogging for quite sometime.ok i shall blog abt monday.woke up at 7am.took bus to skul and then met kenneth and started taking the shots for tennis cca.it was so fake lah all the poses.it soon reached 9 then i ask the teacher to let me go,he agree then i went to change into beachwear.micheal then called to tell me to tell me he overslept so he cudnt go.its ok micheal we shall organise another of this outings.i then met justin at little india.he was wearing the same cool clothes haha.then we made our way to harbourfront.michelle was there already waiting.jiawen &friends werent there yet.winston wasn there also.then when i was abt to call him i saw this small figure wif another person.then it was winston!!haha he was wif his cousin.waited for awhile for jiawen and her friend.but they eventually came.haha we were kinda of late,took monorail to sentosa.when we reached there we played volleyball,soccer and captains ball.had to teach jiawen and gladees how to play.but they learn fast.soon we made it off to vivo city to have lunch,but in the end walked to harbourfront mall and had yoshinoya for lunch.jia wen and gladess kept saying me and michelle compatible and all.then michelle was u haven seen him and gilda MORE compatible.ARGH haha kena suan like mad.then me,michelle justin went shopping for presents.jiawen,gladees,winston and cousin went another place.bumped into melgoh when justin was in the toilet.then it was like SHIT!!cos melgoh will think me and michelle are couple.well anyway went to cathay to catch gameplan.super nice movie.then we go plaza sing for shopping b4 we parted ways.walked home wif michelle.
ok eh lets see yesterday.go des house,kind michelle went out wif umbrella to fetch me in.gave them the surprises then make way to vivo.jingzhi,desiree,gilda,michelle,darien,me,vernon jevon took cab there to play arcade.dislocated my stupid shoulder.now some muscles still torn.ouchie.vernon jevon left us then we went to clarke quay had pepper lunch.went to river to sit there and talk.we decided to walk to the colourful bridge sat there and later walk back.took cab wif michelle.and then talked to michelle,gilda,nattan then des.then SLEEP
today,wake up go taka for lunch.go home sleep again haha.wake up start cooking dinner.wah alot things to cook lei.then finish cooking by 9.had dinner then.its nice.then my mother ask me to try organic cheese see if i got allergic to her.then i replied hey why dun we all try organic cyanide,see if we died.everyone was laughing.and told more jokes,quite rare for dinners to be like this.but it was a nice one:)friday got outing shall blog abt tat one soon.pictures will come in soon for sentosa trip.is one ready to wait for time to heal it or simply reject time and force it for change?are u the patient or insistent one.it pays to know who u are

2007-11-13T08:27:00.001-08:00

hey ppl.cmae back back from beach.bloody tired dunno why am i still up now.tiring.but real real fun.anyway.woke up at 6 am.walked out of the house.michelle car drove past me haha.met her at newton mrt station.i scare her cos i jump from the steps and said lets go haha.she lost her balance and fel on a guy haha.reached harbourfront and waited there for nattan.played wif volley ball and rubiks cube haha.nattan was 12 mins late?she went in wrong direction she never see us haha.had to run to her to stop her.then i said hey we are not taking cable car.cos many ppl were going to work.then nattan ask oh so many take cable car haha.NO their working haha.introduce nattan to vivo city her first time there haha.took monorail to sentosa.as expected almost no one there.walked along the beach played volleyball,water break and play again before going to the south most point of asia continent haha.then we went to eat at the food court.food sucked yea.tasted like rubber.then we went back to vivo.and walked around let nattan explore then we bumped into jz and des.so i sent michelle and nattan off.
then went to look for those two.they were at top shop waited and met gilda.we went to eat at food republic.gilda ate hokkien mee,jz ate har kau.des ate peanut butter wif toasted bread damn nice la.anyway jevon came and we all went to the beach.many ppl so we jus decided to go play wif the sea.first jz and gilda said oh cannot go further than knee deep.haha they end up neck deep so did jevon and des everyone!haha they all wore outside clothes.while i was only one wearing beach wear.then i had to piggy back jz.while jevon piggy back des.then i had to piggy back both des and jz crazy lor.gilda is a real good swimmer.piggy back her too.real tired then.we went to dry our close.they shared my tower.lend gilda my shirt.the "lost my number can i borrow yours" shirt haha.then we went to air con vent to dry.made our way to seven eleven.then go to the southern most point of asia AGAIN.haha.then gilda had to go along wif jevon.then i ate dinner wif jz and des.we were telling jokes lor haha fun fun.we also watched the sunset at the sky garden.so serene.drank alot of ice lemon tea today.thanks michelle tee,gilda,jz,des,nattan,jevon for making my day.today was fun.but i need to hang my legs.are u selfish or selfless?have u done more benefit to others or urself.nites.pictures will come in soon hehe

2007-11-09T07:07:00.001-08:00

hey ppl.jus came back home after a real long long day.haha.ok first thing in the morning wake up at 7 am go for tennis class.after one hour lesson go to drop bro off for tution,then go ikea for shopping for carpets.mother met her friend talked for 40 mins.while i jus stood there.NO SEATS.so after tat went to pick up bro from tution.then go home for lunch.sms real alot today.
then after tat played games on the com.then take mother car to queenstown b4 she went to ikea again.took a long train ride,gave sit to old lady haha.played wif rubik's cube while ppl look on.then reach there and waited for melvin for an hour.while waiting drank ice lemon tea,played rubiks cube attracting attention again.there was this blind man within 5 mins 5 ppl offer to help him.wad kind souls.hmm bus 401 was not in function so had to take another bus.met two acs i ppl on the way to the bbq.we walked real far,had to jump over a fence.and all.the girls were there.while we four guys were like EEEHHH!yea then we put our bags down,we were force to look after the bags lor haiz while the girls go ride bikes.mabe and kuai lan eventually came.more acsi guys came.along wif SJI.acs i guys left quickly.no offence but they dunno how to start fire.the barker boys had to do it.they all went off to eat dinner.some girls face were quite black cos they jus left.jensen(kuai lan) was again playing wif fire.crazy guy lah wif the kuai lan laugh.
played rugby and soccer wif SJI guys they quite nice la.hmm.well sun set and we ate.played truth or dare.then had to go home.MELVIN!!thanks for the ride.sometimes the best thing to receive from helping a person is a smile.

2007-11-07T07:58:00.001-08:00

hey ppl.ytd was quite boring.but later at nite walked to tee's house nearby.and waited.gilda was suppose to bring me in as she said but troubles arise.i shall not say.her class party ppl, as in classmates are MAD.they started jumping to see who i am.i think some of them noe me.wah i had to go and hide man.finally des cam out and gilda too.i hope u ppl enjoy the surprise man!!anyway tmr is depavalli !!happy public holiday.festival of lights.anyway back to ytd we went to island creamy quite boring over there.at nanyang the play was nice lah,though i cudnt really catch the jokes.brought flowers to jingzhi.wei wen helped me buy some muffins.met adam and all.made our way to island.my first time eating there.i ate cookies and cream.then i went to mac to buy ICE LEMON TEA haha.anyway.it was quite quiet.then i walked gidla and des to the adam road and then go home.
today jus go to taka and run so many troublesome errands.then had training.tennis training starts on friday morning.yawn time to wake up early.i need a wake up call haha.tmr i dunno i think go back to taka again for the sale wif mother.sian lah.anw friday hav BBQ haha.so cool.take care ppl bye.stop looking wads infront all the time,look wads inside.behind the front.the rear.hmmm

2007-11-05T02:14:00.000-08:00

hey ppl sorry i haven blog for awhile but i was being pestered to blog so i blog.even though i have really nothing much to type cos it has been quite uneventful.ANYWAY.i didnt go out today suppose to go out to the beach wif melvin till it got cancelled cos ppl from here and there got ccas and wad nots.hmm lets see on friday i didnt go out.sat sun mon same.tmr i am going for jz's drama concert.i hope it will nice.will have to buy flowers for her.thanks gilda.anyway.today cud have gone beach or out wif seth and justin.seth said he will call me to tell me guess he didnt.hmm friday have miin's BBQ so yea at least going somewhere haha.thursday is a public holiday.dunno if that day i will go out.this early morning.i talked to tee from 12 to like nearly 3.had to stop talking when my mother came out of the room to scream at me like a mad woman.oh well, had to stop talking.but had quite a fun talk esp we saw so much lightning(we live same area ba).damn bright man.
i made a few revelations from someone i wud least expect.but tat isnt really a discovering its jus confirming a fear i had in me.it was always there in me but i jus masked it,looks like its time to make peace wif an empty town.hmm a slow painful process,thanks melvin for ur advice on so much stuff.the blur guy has become the deep guy!!haha.melvin have to arrange another beach outing k?thanks.hmm i think i start seeing 'people' again.haiz.well here it goes.take care everyone!may peace be wif u and ure friends & family take care.
be near when help is required.but far when praise and thanks are offered.

2007-11-05T02:13:00.000-08:00

hello ppl jus came back after a long day at the beach.well well i waited for one hour wif chris quay cos we were not inform abt the change in one hour hiyo sian lor.then we went to the hawker centre eat and go to the mrt station to wait for the rest.tin tan(justin) came first.then swong(shawn wong) came followed by angmoh(andrew pflug)and tiang(tiang lip).triplets(keith bryan and jor) then came.inuit/white man(dom) came.in the end ted(jian her) and ted?(seth) came.we all set off to sentosa.bout drinks,i bot a small bottle of ice lemon tea and ruffle chips,which everyone chope,then we walked to palawan beach.and discovered the sand was super coarse.didnt play much over there.not good to play games sand too rough.so we walked to the nearby building and played like little children at a fountain.which seth first tot was sea water but was jus water.wash wash all the sand.i think today run water more than 10 times.go seven eleven fully wet and bare body.everyone was shivering mad cept me.dunno why lah.i think more tolerant?over there at 7 11.i bot a 1.5 bottle of ice lemon tea (again!) pass around to drink.i drank most.then discover cap missing.so buy another one(dunno wad got into me) but found the cap.then i drink finish the second bottle.then buy another 1.5 litre and drink only half.too fuLL!haha keith said i will get hypertension so funny.
walked to siloso.played volleyball for awhile.while trying to get the ball i ran full speed into the nylon rope holding the stand up.OUCH!!then after tat.played rugby,before it got rainy and started raining (lame i noe).played wet rugby.got scratch on back and arms.haha.bryan step on my foot.and with sand on it.scratched my feet.and i bled.then still not enough must kena the other leg.until bleeding mad haha.but yea all in the name of fun.decided to set of cos shawn was sick.one part of the beach after it rained was nearly crystal clear and calM!!i mean in singapore,its very rare u can see ure feet underwater.but anw we set of to vivo.i ate at carls' junior wif german(andrew) and inuit(dom).while the rest ate at expensive mache.took a cab(not i pay) to quay(ATM) house hehe i am bad.played halo for i think 2 hours?then go home.tmr is the 31st.
dun doubt ur friends when others are there to sow chaos in ur friendship

2007-10-18T06:18:00.000-07:00

hey ppl.yesterday was the release of the exam results.i did pretty well though i cud have done better if i had not watch bleach anime during the exam period.i can go to 3a1 next year or 3a2 or 3a3.depends on my subject combi.i am at a lost at wad to take.sigh.my lit failed me.i tot i cud do well but heck lah so stupidzz.next year will be to kill a mocking bird.i wonder who is th top 5.many ppl overtook me during this exam.will my mid years hold me up? i wonder.but lets shove studies aside!
ok ytd i pawn tennis to go out wif jian her alone.i went to buy the rubik's cube.me and ted(jian her) ate at subway.this is like my first time.but my combination of vege was not bad it was nice to eat.u see at subway there is this refill machine of drinks.me adn ted practically sat there for more than one hour and we drank 20 large cups of ice lemon tea.there was this guy,a customer,staring at me everytime i refill.i was like wads his problem!!later seth and chris came.then i realize for everytime i refill must pay a dollar.haha shit that means 20 dollars.me and ted were like shit!!but anyway i felt dishonest tat day so we all jus left.hehex.seth and chris went to magic shop to buy magic paper.which vapourize wif no residue when burn.they both buy lighters lor.lame but cool.somehow.i checked out seth's ipod touch.which chris also bot today.its damn nice lor.jus touch here and there got music and all cool indeed and a must buy.
today i went to sentosa,woke up at like 7am i wore beach clothes and then tong pang my father car to his work place next to clarke quay.took MRT full of businessmen and women.i look out of place.ppl stare here and there.mongolian(keith) bryan,ted,seth/ted,chris and keith's cousin and tin tan(justin) made our way to sentosa.went to siloso beach and it was bare empty.no one was there.we played volleyball(haha we suck),then fribee then soaked in water,climb rocks.wrote in the sand on the other island,justin is cute!wanted to write his hp number.he got all emo so i had to climb the rocks to the island and erase it.then we go to the ice cream place and bot ice cream i bot smoothie.actually chris paid for me justin,ted and ted and me.rich ass.went back to volley ball after washing up.got dirtied again.went to soak.built a mini island in the shallow part of the sea.we did it k!reclaim land like geography!we made our way to palawan beach bathe and bot drinks.justin got burned bad.he is balcker than me.seth and jian her skin peel.i am ok.keith bryan and cousin ok also.made our way to vivo.i left them at mache.ran down the escalator which kept getting blocked by aunties.dunno why so many aunties at vivo.
went to newton to eat lunch wif giamz,jz and tee.they talked abt how a sea cucumber look and felt like a penis.weird man haha.we ate and left.woke home wif tee halfway.and yea missed gym cos i was super tired.

2007-10-15T07:09:00.000-07:00

hello ppl!i jus cam back from desiree'es birthday party.ok.so here is how it started.ok slept after having lousy japanese buffet woke up at like 413.i decided not to wear the long sleeve shirt didnt go well wif brown.if i wanted it to go well i wud have to wear white.but i told melvin i wearing dark colour so cannot betray him haha.anyway.i met him at somerset nearly got crushed by the stupid door.anyway we reached tanah merah at like 500.melvin went to the toilet while i took a look at the map to find des house.haha later joined melvin to style our hair.i rarely do it,but as today is a special occasion i had to.usually i dun care one.so yea melvin took a picture of the map.and we tried to walk to des house haha.we totally failed,we went the wrong direction.we were sweating like mad haha.in the end we met des back at the mrt station.actually wanted to surprise her at the house.hehe
we manage to go her house in the end after waiting for nat tan,michelle tee,joylynn and qingyi,gilda to come.jingzhi was alr there smiling at everyone.michelle tee 'scolded' me and melvin for being anti-social haha.but jus wasn a proper intro to des's friends.but in the end things warm up gradually.when we reached there we went to the garden to eat bbq.soon we started cooking.i had to start cooking at first cos no one did.melvin helped me with the fan.though so much stung my eyes.well michelle later took over.i use my bare hands to turn the meat and all.melvin can start the fire well haha.fan so hard.vernon jus did the oiling lah.got burned though a few times.ok after cooking it all.which was real fun.we all sat down to eat.i actually didnt eat any of the BBQ food.but ate des's father's pasta.not bad.i flipped over the plate though haha and my food was gone!!had to replace it.
soon they went in to play the piano and guitar.so yea it was nice to hear them play.nat tan stayed behind wif me and melvin and we talked.later gilda ask me to join her in des's room(dun imagine anything!).yea then play here and there the music was great.we all walked out to the mrt station to walk QY out.so yea had fun walking out.des tried to matchmake me and melvin wif the girls.tsk tsk so evil.we took our time to walk back.was talking to michelle first before i went to talk to melvin then to nat tan.during the walk back.then after that nat tan and joylynn went off after a few rounds of music.became quite quiet.ah ha.but still it was fun.later went to cut cake.michelle mistook another auntie for des mom haha.quite funny.michelle looks cool wif her shades.hmm.we went to cut cake.had a little bit of champagne.moet and chandon damn nice.yea michelle gulped it down haha so funny.the rest of us drank slowly.we ate the cake .melvin left cos he had like a curfew to meet.so yea.soon i satarted talking to michelle more.and found out more abt her.she is a nice person like jingzhi des gilda they all.nice ppl.soon it was time to leave.took gilda's car back sat in the middle between gilda and michelle.talked alot wif her parents,they are quite nice,and alot within each other.then i reached close to home.walked in and here i am.ta ta good nite below are the pictures enjoy!!treat both positivity and negativity wif a positive attitude

entering da house talking here and there michelle wif the guitar i am cooking!!haha wif melvin too haha melvin,me,nattan talking hehe scissors paper stone! my eyes they look evil me des gilda desiree and family.below is vernon and des bye melvin! desiree's birthday giift from me and melvin

2007-10-12T10:16:00.000-07:00

heylo ppl.ayia tmr cannot go out wif melvin to go shop for sunday stuff.haha see u on sunday then.today woke up still tired.use com still tired.went back to sleep.wake up eat chicken rice then sleep.haha.vernon ask to go out then it start to rain.cudnt go out lah but he didnt believe.tsk tsk.sorry melvin couldnt go out wif u to HV.met vernon and des.we were a little late for the move MR woodcock.wah the ending how abrupt.i think not worth it man.well well after that we walked to plaza sing from cine.then we book place for oct 31.33 ppl at fish and co.then after tat go to paragon wait for my mama.she take long long so i go buy magazine read up on resident evil.
in the end,go eat jap food.went shopping at taka 30 percent off.haha get to splurge on stuff since dunno when.bot two items only dun wan spend too much.wah shop until legs wanna drop.we took bus back to newton.miss a stop my mother was cursing me for missing the stupid stop.we ahd to walk for far back to the place.well well in the end made it home.start to cook and prepare for tmr gathering.sian.cannot talk to gilda and des.had to talk later.well vernon went to sleep.so yea.looking forward to the holidays haha.sorry justin u dun have a so called programme.i will try to take pics on sun and post em.good bye.miin have a safe trip!and enjoy urself.see u around!!
cherish time wif love ones and not jus take it like all normal times,cos u may never noe if u may ever see them again.love them.care for them.they need u.

2007-10-12T10:14:00.000-07:00

heylo peeps mornings..yesterday was the end of the exams how nice lah!!!wooots.i kept banging the table during the exam,too excited for it to end.ok so first stop justin,shawn,andrew,me,melvin,marc peh,gabriel,jensen,andrew pang,micheal,jace,joel lo,issac,winston,bernard,ezra,andrew chang,ming thow yea tats abt it made our way to CCAB to play soccer.haha so many ppl.cant believe all the courts were free.so pplay till like 1100.alot of ppl didnt go pang house but together 11 went.his house is nice man!!the swimming pool the sauna all nice!!
played fantastic four at his house.jace was being lame and doing his special moves randomly.so irritating and retarded.well thats jace.then we walked out to bus stop go to plaza sing.met gilda des and michelle tee.saw two nerds kissing me and melvin stared at them haha.they are like sec1 or something they were like hugging and kissing melvin nearly took a pic haha.went for lunch and dirtied my shirt ah!!!then after that took mrt to cine.go food court AGAIN wait there rest our legs for 2 hours plus.while melvin,micheal,winston,gabriel went to play.after that they all went home.but i had to go for training.only reach home like at 940 plus.so yea almost the whole day outside i am pretty lethargic.dun think that i will go out today.too tired.exhausted.anyway looking forward to sunday.cool melvin is going!!
nicole!i hope u and ur friend get back together esp when i noe u both.if u need help here for u.wah damn tired.oh yes haha ytd had a confrontation wif someone in skul from a3 haha.like want to fight like that well wad to do.jus trying to make peace between u and him.then at home got argument in the car then go home also have.non stop man.trying to relax while all the arguments.then my little bro keep disturbing me.too much man.went to sleep at 1150.still tired.sigh bye ppl happy hols!!
my fault or ur fault?if thats how u and ur friends broke of ties.go find out wad made that happen.work on it so next time wif other friends u can prevent the same.

me and winston

2007-09-09T03:00:00.001-07:00

hey ppl today is the last day of the holiday.sunday.wow this holiday has past real fast.so many changes and some failures all happening during this short period of time.exam are like wad 2 and a half weeks time.i can feel the heat.i dunno if i can still stand 4th in level or higher.
thursday
went to shaun's house to do the DNT project.went for awhile then went for my bro's bday lunch at the stamford.beautiful view.then return to shaun house for project.looks like things didnt work out good.more of screw up the whole thing.trying to figure out ways to turn this problem to make it a solution.2 members didnt attend the meeting.stressed as a group leader.if i dun give the correct idea,i build and build i get blame for it being so stupid.well wad to do.always selected as leader and get the shit.jus take it in lor.
friday.
left house at 1pm to go cut hair.met gilda,vernon,justin,domonic,desiree and jingzhi at cine.they went to camwhore
at billy bombers.

things were quite bad and weird.the girls kept to themselves.i got daoed by them.so i decided to stick wif justin.we went to watch bourne ultimatum.vern and des left to play arcade in the middle of the movie.desiree was so loud in the movie.ppl look at her disdainfully.sigh.then after that they four left(gil,jz,des,vern)again to play games during the movie.still loud when they came in.too bad they miss the impt or nice part of moive.their loss.dunno why they wasted money to play arcade instead of watching the movie oh well.later went to arcade wif them after the movie.went to play air hockey,i and vern team against jz and des.it was utterly noisy.i wanted to get the game over.they kept screaming real piercingly.irritated me.i walked off to sit wif dom and jus.while they played again screaming and screaming.everyone was watching them.tot something go wrong.both 'groups' rarely talked.but i bet they had fun and all,so ayia it doesn matter anyway:).gilda didnt call me on friday nite.oh well wad can i say.des on sat nite told me i was stealing her lover when i wanted to talk to gilda.so i guess i let u talk to her but u insist i talk to gilda.looks like gilda had to sleep early.i noe u have so many close friends,i have no one to talk to.good on u,u have so many so called good friends that 'love' u.sorry for stealing then.
returning evil for evil is never good cos even before u can throw ur burning rage at them u are getting hurt already.if u cant return good for evil choose not to return anything at all.sometimes the best words said are silence.ppl make mistakes,we all do.so when someone has wrong u try ur best to throw it away.if not things will go south.aint nice.
goodbye ppl----xuan-----

2007-09-05T03:00:00.000-07:00

ok ok now its nearly midnite so here it goes...monday morning i rushed to cine to meet kim,shi jin,justin to catch the movie secret.double date thing.the movie was funny corny and sweet,romantic too.some how it fits quite nicely.then after the movie i went to buy a doreamon for domonic's birthday.then rush to meet him and vernon chow at sushi tei.bloody ex!!i only drank water pretended i was full.actually starving but cudnt waste money this way.arranged waffle cake for dom.cos it was his bday.
then after that i go to seth's house,i was pretty late.we studied for 2 hours b4 justin cudnt take it(studying)so we took a 30 min break i took a supposedly 30 second break and started studying again.after we were done we went to get dinner and play LAN*i rarely do.anyway we talked till abt 4am abt skul and stuff.woke at 9 study abit then i went off to meet xueli.met xueli i love u blur blur best friend!.at plaza.then we went to eat ice cream and bot rings,coolzzz.no pictures taken thru all these activities.
friday going out wif jz des vern gil pris tin hope to have fun.thursday project meeting gen chan.:(
in life each of us has a few diamonds.u may not realise it but these diamonds are those that u chat wif share ur tots wif.diamonds represent those that are precious in our eyes.treasure those diamonds,love them and they will love u back.dun be greedy and keep too many diamonds.a few is enuff.treasure and love cya

2007-08-30T05:29:00.001-07:00

well well today was abit of a war wif dom nearly fought wif him,guess i wun fight this year its jus evil..seriously.dom sorry lah i was joking around.YEA i finish all my hols homework during english and science klass.no wonder my scinece have been dipping or so i think.chapters are now nearing its end.this is the signal for exam.jus like a little flag waving at me.
i am super tired met jingzhi for a few seconds today.well i read gilda's blog hmm interesting.well well.vernon,dom,justin,wei wen are going for SC nite.hols are approaching,i guess i have to create work for myself since i finish it during skul hours.hmm hols are pretty booked.mon and tues sleepover.wed training.thursday project plus bro birthday.fri training.trying to fit in outing wif xueli.and another wif miin and kim.and maybe another wif bernard and melvin.and a visit to my form teacher.crap so much sia,gonna crack.shit i think exams are more of a slacking time for me i am so deadddd.will i be able to pull it of like i did in mid year?4th in level bloody at stake.
trying to study someday.trying.haha shud i go for geog remedial during hols even i luckly got 1st haha.shit my geog also going down drain.those SC ppl i hope things go rite for u are for the better.des gilda mel tan,jolyn and the rest (even if i dunno U).take care!:)quote of the day.try not to hate and hurt someone cos doing that is jus hurting ur ability to love and be kind.u might not realise it but u will start changing the way u even treat ur clos friends.cos ur ability to love them has been hurt,jus by hurting someone u dislike
the thing is that why do u keep thinking i aint having so many problems?jus cos i keep quiet and look happy.things aint that way.yea u can say ur situation affects ur behaviour.it controls u.wad if i let the situation control who i am.i guess u wun even wan to talk to me.it aint a excuse dudette.its jus i dun tell many ppl my problems,i dun wanna affect them.i bet u will freaking crack when u bear the loads of my problems.the question i ask myself is that how long more can i hold up till this load breaks that me u noe.i dun him to take over me.that thing is violent and he will show my situation i promise u.jus stop looking on the outside.those that i hold clos to my heart are those who see inside of me.

2007-08-05T01:54:00.001-07:00

CREMATION
hi ppl today was the cremation day for my great grandma.as i told gilda it doesn matter if her body is gone,wad matters is that her memory remains in everyone's mind.she never really gave trouble to anyone even when her health was failing,thats kinda of greatness.i stayed at her house for the wake ytd darn tired but hey if thats the last time i see her face then why not man,its worth it.hey xueli i tried calling u are u ok.sorry i wasn up till 2 am so i didnt reply ur message i was sleeping away.i hope u are ok.take care.and for that everyone reading this post take care.esp jen,ethel,kim,xueli,gilda,peiqi yea.cos things may not seem nice or happy for u now but wait awhile and things will shine.hmm i still dunno if i shud go sc nite.hard decisions.i learn ytd from relatives(dunno if its true)my great grandma was the granddaughter of a princess of a certain kingdom cool.anyway i found out my greatgreatgrandfather was adopted by the zhang(teo) family his original name was actually zhuang.so actually i am not a true teo but a zhuang but this surname is quite unique.his family was too poor so he was given to the teo family hmm interesting.well advice of the day...if u hav lost someone thru death or thru any other reasons remember that u dun need the person to be wif u its the memory that reminds u of the person the memories u had together even if those happy memories lasted abit its alrite let it replay over and over again.bye take care

2007-08-01T11:13:00.001-07:00

2 posts in one...1 fight,1 death,2 quotes
hmm hi ppl its 2 am now i just finished e learning.well there are two things that happen two days back and one day before.well u see on tuesday there was fight in the canteen haha interesting.i think was due to some taunting then the small guy over react and both push each other.small guy head kena smashed by the chair.then suddenly the fight stop both sit down,small guy scold the other guy.then somehow small guy start crying.when the ruggers saw it,all shouted losaaa haha.btw this is infront of majority of sec1 and 2s(my table was the nearest to the fight got a good view).then i tot it was over then i went to buy drink.
then boom!i rush back they were both fighting(small guy got piss and spilt milo over the other guy then he threw a bowl at small guys mouth)small guy was red in the face his bloody mouth was bleeding til his shirt kena stain.man it was real violent.mr pang in the end broke up the fight haiz he actually playing chess pretend neva see..tsk.in arguments try to always be calm,only thru being calm u can see things clearly,yelling or shouting does not really get u anywhere but listening does.
ok on wed morning 5 am my great grandmother died.quite close to me.she was 97 if i am correct.she was always smiley whether in pain or not.she is real jovial though i couldnt really make out her teochew cos i understand lil bits of teochew but still she tried to connect,it was enough for me.if u ask me now,i am not sad one bit.she taught me quite abit abt life,i thank her for that.lao gua ma rest in peace!(i think i can feel her presence close to me now...shud i be scared?)dun take ur friends or family for granted,learn as much as u can from them,cos when they are gone u have lost ur opportunity:)

2007-07-28T07:53:00.000-07:00

hi ppl yeay its the weekends alr.sigh next week 3 tests on the way.i say come and get me!!haha time to study abit (that is if i can abstain from using msn).tmr gotta wake early for training(again!).i just finish going for fellowship i learn quite abit that i can apply to life.Shawn manage to come today for fellowship i hope he had fun and learned too.i had baku tei for lunch wif peanuts and tau pok yea tasty man!!i love it.i think this year i have learned alot of things,became closer wif friends that i once didnt even feel like talking.and maybe even the close ones are slowly fading.i dread that though.i think tonite i shall sleep earlt so here goes the crap or quotes of the day crap i forgot wad i want to say eh hmm oh yes,be reminded that life is sure to be filled wif some kinds of sadness and loneliness.dun think that life is always happy becos if it was filled wif happy moments u will never feel it.get me?nites take care peeps

2007-07-26T08:16:00.001-07:00

huh..gilda say try to post everyday but my life not that interesting leh.ok tmr got two test chinese and geog i guess rite now many ppl are studying for this in barker sec 2.sigh she cant go out wif me again.i miss her.have u had someone u always nearly got close to seeing again then the chance just disappears?this keeps happening to me repeatedly.i dunno it may actually be killing me now,everyday.but i think i am alrite well just carrying on this way till she is in my arms.sigh..ok eh ppl i dun have a gf yea.its someone i love alot.today played volleyball for pe it was fun.some stuff is bothering me now i cant type anymore.eh so..life is quite similar to a song any song in fact.life is just like a song title.sometimes we see song titles that sound real awful or that doesn make sense.just like to some ppl life dont make sense.but the contents of the song are the thing that is impt its not the title,its wad it contains.its the contents of life that really matters and not pondering over the fact that life sucks becos by saying that u are only looking at its title.i hope u get me.nites

2007-07-25T08:37:00.000-07:00

TORN?
hello again.i am still deciding whether to sway towards xanga or blogger.both to me are nice.read the highlighted parts if u are a busy person.well today skul was normal.wahh the science and chinese teacher keep picking on me.u noe when someone talk in class immediately"heng xuan u want to stand at the back? orrr "heng xuan pay attention!"i am like wad!i am sure i was not talking i was listening sigh dun worry i will survive argh.i am trying to organise a sleepover at vince's house its also a mugging session haha.oh got e learning hPublish Postor on next wed and thurs NO SCHOOL.well this post ends here nites!look around u when u have many good or close friends be aware that thru the test of time many will fade,true ones remain.remember not to be hurt when some fade.treasure the ones that stayed

2007-07-23T03:30:00.000-07:00

hey ppl.i am sick now but i think i shud blog even not many ppl read my blog.ok the drama for history competition went ok lah we clenched 4th so yea teachers proud of us.even we didnt get the money its alrite the experience i had was just great and fun.well i am trying to get my xanga to work.oh darn i dun really have anything i can type on abt but i think that i have some stuff to say to some ppl wun say their names.well first of all revenge aint always sweet some ppl are just so bent on it that they start losing the goodness in them,its real sad.u noe actually revenge its just like parasite it feeds on ur anger until u lose urself.well also everyone shud noe that in everyone of us there is a light and darkness.we have a choice on wad to take.and that choice makes us who we really are.crap of the day...just read my short blog post thx bye take care

2007-07-16T09:02:00.000-07:00

time to blog again.so lets see i think i have not tell u abt the carnival umm lets see the carnival was fun yet tiring met alot of my friends though i tot alot wud not go xueli cud not make it.alot could not too.well it was great fun slacking around when i was suppose to be on shift.but actuaally slacked for 5 mins screws.well oh ya there was this script writing competition my class (since its the best thats what the teachers always say) had to take part in.its like a national competition so yea all together 49000 scripts were given in 50 scripts were decided upon and two ppl from my class were selected and a upper sec guy got selected too.the guy in my class pull out while my grp did not.we went fro the audition wif the upper sec boy team to act out wad we wrote out on the script.he brought his whole brood team of drama kiddos.u noe those drama club guys.and my team well had umm lets see ppl from UYO tennis and choir? so yea i guess we didnt stand a big chance and the drama boys did.shocked,we made it to top ten drama boys got disqualified.darn shocked when i heard that.haha now its into the finals liao.i hope to win got $$ one!this post wasnt that enlightening though but now all i can think of now is just drama i wanna win, proves that a grp of misfits can kick asssss!!!!com is this fri.shit i am tired everyday rehearsing if can i will put a video of the play??? haha i dunno hopefully can.anyway its midnite tired.tmr maybe going to see my best friend after my drama rehearsal.OK MIND U I AM NOT IN THE GAY CLUB(DRAMA CLUB)thanks:) haha goodnite take care too tired to write crap of day.keep friends close enemies closer:)i think i just wrote it

2007-06-30T05:57:00.000-07:00

CARNIVAL

helo once again.today was the carnival day of acs barker my skul lah.well i tot at first like it will be sucky one but i was wrong lah.quite a considerable high number of ppl came haha.i sold all food finish.some crazy ppl just buy 36 dollars of food at one go.well made new friends today,they seem like nice ppl. wah i am super tired now.argh i kena pang sei by lots of friends from outside.darn alot never come,but nvms haha.anyway today just rocked!i am tired man signing off bye
xuan

2007-06-27T08:43:00.000-07:00

WASTE
wah these days go school so much homewrok i am darn sian but wad to do,just do have to do it mah.well i had dentention on the first day of skul haha.anyway,i am so happy xueli finally can talk to me.real happy man.anyway i forgive u xueli.well over the holidays i definitely made a few mistakes and definitely nice friends.haha.wah my crazy teacher maths that is by first day of school cover 2 chapters liao haha siao but quite ok lah.my geog teacher one lesson finish one chapter siao.but this new geog teacher i feel may be slightly better than the former teacher.well BARKER carnival coming up on sat.i hope all my frends can actually go haha haven seen some for a long time.so i hope to see u ppl there .good byes take care

2007-06-24T06:35:00.000-07:00

BACK TO SKUL

well todayi just came back from sentosa man.it was suppose to be a chalet for friends,turn out almost no one really came.it was more of a family outing and stay so crap man.i will make sure next time i organies one,i will make it a fun one instead of this one.actually it was bin's party for his friends well i guess only one stayed over 5 or 6 came in all.my mother over plan.sigh she always wants perfection sometimes too much for everyone's good.well i have to deal wif it.well hols are over liao,time for school grrr.well i haven gone out wif xueli even once during the holiday.this is shitty.nvm the remaining year shud be can.cos i promise her i wil go out.sigh.well on thursday i went out wif the PLMGS girls we went to take neoprints haha fun.i only took neoprints 3 times in my life ah haha i am lame.but yea everyone take care skuls tmr

2007-06-19T22:57:00.000-07:00

JAPAN TRIP

DAY 1

okie okie i am back already from japanpictures are below.ok here are things that took place....first day...went to airport alone,no one sent me off,had dinner wif derrick's parents.the flight was quite a long one but its was alrite.finally we arrived in japan.yea it was more cooling than singapore although its their summer.we boarded the chartered bus and went to the famous japanese aquarium.i must say that the whale sharks were the main attraction.the others to me was abit dull.we had lunch,we cooked our own tempura,it was cool.then after that we went to the japanese tezukayama high school.over there we recieved a warm welcome.oh ya the PLMGS girls and barker CO were present too.they went off for their own programmes.for us homestay bois.we met our host,they didnt really speak english and i spoke lil japanese.and derrick spoke none.btw we were going to stay at their house for 3days two nite.so yea i tried my best,haha derrick was just lost the whole time.that nite we played the game of life.thankfully the father spoke english

DAY 2.

overslept man.the host father woke me and derrick up.was real tired but wad to do.go to skul again.:)join their classes.we were invited to the pri side.darn those children are more active then our pri 3 kids here.they are cool small children haha they rule.after visiting them we went to visit the high school english class.pretty interesting.we had a pre packed lunch for lunch it was terrible,i just didnt like it.we were given 2 hours to roam around.my seniors went to some ulu place.they skipped the beautiful nara park.dunno why but that place is totally beautiful.me and derrick went together.nice deers wohhooo.me and him snapped many shots till we got back late.there were nice temples.the park is real big..anyway the concert was nice one.sad to say but the japanese owned the singaporean music.yea sorry gals and guys!after that it was back to the house of the host.i love their house its simple and cool.we had a great dinner chicken chicken yea!i was sad knowing it was our last dinner together.i really enjoyed myself.me & derrick gave them the gifts they were so happy.they loved it.haha well that nite i slept early.b4 that we had a long chat wif the father.oh ya he brot us shopping and we visited the oldest wooden buliding on earth.kakko ii(cool)

DAY 3

we took the train as usual to the high skul.my host and her frend(karin chan)tried their best to me and derrick that she is sad that we were going to leave them.so lil days yet we have formed a strong bond.we took one look at the school and said a sad goodbye.they are such nice ppl.then after leaving we went to a old folks home.sadly while the old pastor was talking i was sleeping really couldnt stay awake still thinking of the schoolgirls i met.we then had lunch in a freezing restaurant .freezing cos it was just darn cold.after that we visited the ramen factory.wow it was a nice place to go.we cud actually create our customized instant noodles.cool.but i didnt try i tot it was a lil stupid.it was getting late we went to nearby restaurant to eat.we were given 2 hours to shop at shinbashi before eating then after that checkinto hotel and sleep.

DAY 4

wow this day was packed.first we went four hours to universal studio.i had the first roller coaster ride of my life.it was great i love the feeling.then took spiderman the ride.it was great man.u must be there to exp it.we ate hotdog for lunch me,derrick,kerfong,aaron and mevin.we spend a great time there.later after that we went to dotonburi to look at foodie paradise we were given 5 hours there.shop shop shop at 100(one singapore dollar) yen shop.followed the PLMGS girls for dinner had fun.the nafter that go hotel.and i shall not continue this part of the trip was the darkest.

DAY 5

go home day nothing much.there u have it my trip stuff ta ta guys and gals thanks for patiently reading below are the pics

2007-06-19T21:53:00.000-07:00

aeroplane

aquarium

skul day skul kids

deer park

eh i cant upload anymore so yea enjoy the pics bye

2007-06-11T01:35:00.000-07:00

DEPARTED

hello ppl reading this prob my last post b4 i set off for japan.i hope i have a great trip over there.well i must say i have been quite quai i have not gone out since my parents have left for china.well the truth is i have no one to go off wif thats why i didnt go out hmmpz.shit i just realise i haven even touched the holiday homework and holiday is nearly ending argh.well maybe just maybe i wil do it tonite.tmr i prob going out wif nicole and her frends.xue xue:)lemme know when u are done at skul i will go meet ya.we prob going to watch ocean 13.wah ytd i went to chiong naruto i read naruto til the latest manga haha.SPOILER ALERT!orochimaru supposely dies by the sword of sasuke,but he still lives on in kabuto.sasuke now forms a team to kill his bro itachi.ah i have nothing to type abt already.i wish all of u a safe trip to anywhere during the hols.take care of ur health whether u are an enemy to me or frend just take care.goodbye everyone.haha my tag board seems dead.anyway ciaos

2007-06-05T05:43:00.000-07:00

FRIENDSHIP

hello readers,i am bored now,welll my parents are going off to china along wif my little bro.aint it great i like it at least after tmr i will a little bit of peace.the house will still be intact one.well today i just went out wif joan and liane haha they couldnt get enuff of the national fencing team to go yea it wud have been nice i they all went.hmm i just finish less than half of my holiday homework.i working on it.taking my time of course i love to go online just talking to frends.well actually after all frends actually are the one that helps nurture u in life whether for the bad good or worse.they can teach u or destroy u.we are all given a life,we can do wadever we want wif it.we can kill it,take other lives,give life,destroy lifes,enrich lives and so on.but we have our choices.we can sulk all day at our own situation and not seeking solutions.u noe something i discovered that strong friendships are not bonded thru everyday talking,going out or playing wif each other it takes more than that to cement a friendship.i feel that no friendship is complete without its falls and near breaks.when ur close friend does not contact u for wadever reason.how long can u hold without him or her?will u just let go if u had to wait for 1 week or just carry on not knowing wad is waiting for u.wad will u do.that time is the true test of the strength of ur frendship.true friends do not give up on each other waiting.even there is a dim hope left.best friends are not just formed on the spot it takes patience to build and time too and alot of tearing and repairing.but in the end most of the time its worth it.worth alot.so yea there u have it things abt friends.that is my crap of the day.
ciao ppl take care :)

2007-05-31T05:36:00.000-07:00

HAPPY VESAK DAY:)

hey ppl happy vesak day.i hope u made the best of today its a public holiday.well for those ppl who know nuts what vesak day is abt.esp if ya buddhist.well today is the day more than 2600 years back when buddha was born,became enlighten and well died.so there u have it the day today summed up.just did abit of maths just now,today just went to watch pirates3.it wasnt that fantastic well but slightly worth it.anyway yea during the camp ah we went to the villages.wow their lives are real simple man.they dun have maths or x boxes.they just have clothes and food and they are so bloody happy.when given happy they smile widely.i mean then i look at singaporeans they have so much ex stuff and they even complain.they are never happy wif wad they have they always want more and more.too much desire.well yea those kids gave me a learning exp.today went to a brand new temple ha its cool.learn abit from the monks.i may go for global prayer day for christians.well anyway crap of the day be content wif wad u have,stop trying to fill ur heart wif all those stuff happiness can defeat all those expensive.let me ask ya how much is happiness...no price.its real worth priceless. ciao take care

2007-05-29T20:12:00.000-07:00

BACK FROM CAMP

hey ppl i just came from camp finally my blogger is fix now can blog again :)wow the camp i must say was a great learning experience though me and my frends faced many difficulties in its duration.yes yes and holidays are already here.well but i cant really go out as often as i could last time,i am not sure man karate training maybe increase to 8 times a week its crazy man but wad to do.haha rite after camp i was so happy that xueli finally manage to talk to me.well she was trappped badly in some situation,so she could not contact me for 3 weeks well i am ok wif that.so long she is safe that is great.:) :).hey guys could u tag ur comments on how good or bad pirates 3 .cos i dunno whether to watch or not.well i must say during the camp i dislocated my arm had a bad fever.those made me just wan to give up but i knew i cant.there is this large hill climb,well everyone tripped lost their balance and stuff including teachers.well i fell turn 180degrees landed face down used my left arm to break fall but wasnt good enuff,so use my rite arm it bang into a big root while trying to stablise my body.it pop out.well then it pop back in.after that i yell in pain for a few seconds and continue climbing.my frends thought i was retarted.well i think i was.so nice during the climb,i had my best frendz derrick and shaun by my side helping them and they helping me.i am sure if xueli was there she wud also have helped me.huh on the bus trip back from the hill to the camp site-a one hour ride.i laid on derrick shoulder and cried,hmm i dunno why,maybe cos i have such great 3 best friends.the tot of xueli just made me feel safe.she is great.my best frends are great.i will push them forward even if i will definitely fall.my frends and family b4 myself.there was few parts of the climb helping shaun and derrick i knew i wud fall helping them but i didnt mind.cos they were safe.:)crap of da day!!try to at least put ur frends b4 urself.one will be at peace if he or she noes her frends are at peace.remember ur close frends and family.
ciao take care ppl

2007-04-20T05:13:00.000-07:00

hey people u noe this will be my last post until the exams end,sry abt that.everybody must jia you study hard for MYE.you hafta believe in urself despite challenges faced.well today had a briefing for the camp,its supposely gonna be fun haha people will have to cook at least on meal fun fun fun in bintan.we also gonna plant plants save the environment.the camp guy said one skul planted 700 plants in 5 hours,well i am confident my skul will break that haha.we are going to climb rocky hills and dragon boat look forward to it.^^wow seems these days ppl cried in my class,i dun want to name them but yea its like so weird everyday this week one person cry then another and another.but wad can i do,just comfort lor.oh yea acs carnival is coming up i hope i can sell the tickets if not i get into trouble for not selling got 200 dollars tickets.i hope this carnival will be fun too,i hope i wun spear head again.man those teachers keep selecting me lor to spearhead.but quite fun to be leader haha.i want to study harder than last year which i am doing lor abit nerd nerd.well time to study ciao!crap of the day,hmm hard work can superseed thos geniuses,no one ever remains where they are,if they deserve it they will stay if they dun then they shall fall unless luck is holding them.take care ppl bye bye!:)

2007-04-09T06:17:00.000-07:00

hello man!well as those ppl in barker know exams are really creeping into out life,fast come fast go i hope.those ppl out there u guys study hard man mid years i noe they suck but we have to take it.after all it is suppose to be for our own good.hmm just a few days back i went for the methodist walk hell man there was loads of ppl,sch kids.but overall it was fun lah,but sitting under sun was no fun,a grp of friends went to holland v after that went there for snacking some went lunching.haz keith and bryan came over to my house just now to study stuff.the both twins are just funny ppl even for top guys,but overall we studied almost everything in that particular subject,oh oh i got nominated as a prefect again just like last year haha i just rip the paper dun bother to be one,fyi i dislike prefects in barker most of them that is.hmm life is nice so far though busy,my friend is going to aust for one year will miss him he is a darn knowledgeable man.everytime i talk to him i feel dumb haha.hmm crap of the post,hmmm oh oh be mindful of wad you speak off,u have consider ppl feelings before speaking,cos u might hurt them wif ur words,try to replace coarse words of kindness(though i am not that mindful trying lah)hmm yea so there goes the crap of the post could not think much just studied for 4 hours so i deh deh

2007-03-26T05:22:00.000-07:00

hey readers,pls bear with the stupid waiting for my post.i have been busy lately.but dug sometime out to blog.anyway how have you guys been?well for most of you exams are coming again!well u guys study hard no matter how smart or stupid u think u are just try your best.hardworking will always get you somewhere....most of the time hehe.wow amos you smiley boy,ayiah man even though your grandmother die u are still smiling like mad and nodding ur little head haha u funny guy.i mean amos went up to me during class and said" hey xuan all your grandparents dead yet?mine all gone eh.my grandmother just died this morning."i said"of course not,dun curse not all my grandparents are dead.why are u still smiling crazy boy?"amos replied"he he i dunno,i love my grandmother,haha i can skip school!"then i was like what the hell!he never fails to smile man every single day that guy is really a happy kid.hmm today we talk abt hmmm PArents..as you all noe they live close to us,sometimes they can be close like friends sometimes like aliens so different from us.did u ever realize that ur parents are the product of your grandparents teaching?the way ur grands treated ur parents affect the way they treat u think abt that!but wadever the case there is still a need to respect them even no matter how bad or good they treat u.if u ever think wad good they are.think back.how they cared for u,make a decision not to abort u so u can live,without them around u really will be worse of or even worser not even born.so think abt your parents.so thats the crap of the day!summary sorry guys i never post for so long.but hey exams are coming u guys better mug.and oh yea try to read the crap of the day hope it enlightens you all from my mind

2007-03-08T05:45:00.000-08:00

hey people the countdown begins to the holiday man we are nearly there people.oh man oh man i screw up my perfect score for nafa!the stupid run drag everything down at first i had all perfect u now then came....THE RUN.wah man now i cant even get a gold i considering retaking my test.i will do the run with derrick man.he has great stamina but he screw up five stations.so he too has to retake.i will do five staions wif him too.oh today was the history presentation i think my group did fair compared to other groups.success man to this project so all the time spent was not wasted.tmr got maths test!before i go off i say i will last few things man.oh ya oh ya today zhengjie got slapped by barney man,for people who dunno who ehy are just imagine a clown slapping another clown.and the clowns start facing each other arguing i must say its good entertainment.okPROSTITUTES.they are the scum of society some people might say that but do they deserve to be there i dun think so.my friend went for community stuff and visit them it was sure a sad story man.he like say they were force into it but they cant get out so they really have no choice wad so like pls dun make fun of them too much its their only way for survival its their job.tink abt that...signing off here.bye happy hols

2007-03-04T05:10:00.000-08:00

hey people,its the weekend here again coming and going all the time.but hey man the holiday is coming next next week.oh man i did not managed to go out wif xueli.nvm i hope that his week on tues can.haha hope man.hey rania thanks for the comments on my blog.didnt noe the stuff i say is really that meaningful to u.but hey friends always give advice to each other rite and encourage each other rite xueli?:)haha i am watching naruto episode fillers to past my time i already watch the shippuden i feel like buyin th manga.oh sorry abt those non anime lovers.hey people pls tag on my tagboard if i should from the next post onwards talk abt some stuff in life?any suggestions?cos some people i meet say that i should make my blog more meaningful though it is already to some.pls suggest if i should talk abt some things in life on my blog.thanks guys.haha that is so much stuff i can talk abt man.i think xueli knows that.i am sorry to say this but i have no choice....u are just not getting anywhere in life,its just really useless to keep asking ppl to adapt to ur attitude its really not gonna work.everyboday is patient wif u,u dunnop wads rite and wrong.i tried to help but i failed,i hope ur friends can.this part is to one person a friend i lost forever.dun worry he does not read the blog.i just felt i needed to say it.Summary,pls comment on my blog thanks,should i talk abt other subs in life u know what i mean xueli,weekend is nearly over,holiday is coming so are the tests.BRING IT ON!haha

2007-03-01T01:16:00.000-08:00

hey people!sigh man this week has been quite a boring one haha today i no school cos founders day haha.well monday i went to this warehouse to like pack and move food for those needy people of singapore.wow i have never seen so much food in my life i think the food can last me for like 5 years haha.all these food are donated by the public so u have like all sorts of instant noodles wif strange names man,can food which looks weird haha alot of different stuff.its nice to know that people are giving so much to the needy haha i actually thought that singaporeans are cold heart and selfish but thankfully i was wrong.i had a fun time there have 4 hours of cip hahaha.now i just came home from project work on history haha i had a fun time there man.we got our work done.but unfortuantely far from done.but we will strive to being the best and own the class haha. (stupid and almost impossible ambition).bleah i think today's post is short so dun need summary.oh ya if some of u think life is sucky i dun it is.if u think urs suck always noe that there is other peole much worse than u in africa or poor countries they suffer more than u can imagine and they still keep a brave front even they may die any min.that is wad makes them great

2007-02-21T05:35:00.000-08:00

yo popo!half this post is dedicated to u,today was ur cremation day,i must say that it was quite cool how ur coffin went into the furnace.i noe u want everybody at ur funeral to be happy not sad well i guess most people were all sad except me and bin we both just kept smiling,we are happy for u that ur suffering has ended i see u suffering for my whole life having countless of operations,having needles prick u almost everyday,feeling lots of aches and pains.i guess i cant even endure half of ur pain.all the years man u discipline me wif the cane oh cos it was damn pain la but when i look back i see that it was all for my good to mold me to be good person and not to be spoiled.thanks for teaching me how to cook and alot of other stuff i really appreciate wad u did.u are a great grandmother i bet lots of people will miss u to the core,so nice that even ur past students came they say that u were a great teacher.thats nice.i am sure people will remember u man.thanks for everything,have fun where ever u are man take care!!hi people excuse me for the top half i had to like type it out,anyway these days have been emotionally and physically draining.been helping out at the funeral wake,been stressful for everyone preparing food for our guest and planning all the stuff.quite a number of people came,the second saw a greater number of guest compared to the first day.well i must say that the night my grandmother pass away my mother say she saw this man wearing a hat in the bedroom took off his hat and disappeared,a few seconds later my grandmother die.then when i like woke up to go to the hospital i was stop by papa so have no choice stay at home la it was lik 2am.chat wif xue till 530.during that time i saw the figure of popo walking past me i just smiled.nothing to be scared off man.u guys may say its imagination but i seriously doubt it,its ok if u guys dun believe.well guys i am really tired from today not enuff sleep.haha at least i manage to get ang bao on the first day b4 popo died.tmr hopefull going out wif xue xue.thanks popo love ya loads.come visit me again if can.:)

2007-02-17T07:07:00.000-08:00

hey people chinese new year is tmr.so i would like to wish all of u a happy chinese new year may u all have a blessed new year and ahead and be successful in everything u do.bleah!i have just finish my spring cleaning making me sweat like crap ha ha but everything looks brand new although they are so old.anyway on thursday i went out wif my best friend xueli went to vivo to have lunch she was 3 hours late man but who cares its worth the wait haha.aww man cluaida u are still smoking sigh seems like u like never change.wah today went for massage my whole body aching b4 that from all the training that i cant even stand up fast or run.sigh even after the massage i still cant stand up fast.hmmm hong bao time man just had like finish reunion dinner at my grandma's house.ate teochew yu sheng(not normal cantonese one) tasted diff and less tastier i guess.thanks justin for tagging and other people.welcome the year of the pig man.wah lao all those girls pls stop asking me who i dated on vday,u all like dun believe me.but its true!Summary,happy cny!thanks for tagging and visting,i try to help u wif maths xue xue,hope u people get rich wif all the hong baos see ya!!

2007-02-14T07:17:00.000-08:00

hello people thanks for ur comments on the skin and font shawn i will try to change that.wah today go to chinatown for excursion damn boring man but i love excursions can always use handphone freely man:)i did not really learn much from this useless trip only a little bit lah we have to do a chinese project man on CNY how boring:(the worse thing somemore that today is valentines day man i spent it wif my lao shi wah biang so depressing.i hope tmr i will be able to go out wif xueli.muahhaa then go watch ghost rider the movie.its so cool lah the movie i wanted to watch it since the trailer came out in 2005 .wow chinatown is already so crowded ppl queuing up for baq gua the smell is like so damn nice the line is like so damn damn long lah it must be damn tasty man.but overall i had fun man yea i also got points for doing this crap sigh next week is back to chinatown again only means more points.today the DM was piss man cos yesterday at discovery centre the sec3s clash wif st gabriels(not well like by us).a fight broke out man damn cool sia.of course it stop lah.some ppl will be expel or suspende for that cool:)SUmmary,thanks for tagging happy v day!!chinatown is boring,bak gua rocks cheer up xueli see u soon

2007-02-09T02:52:00.000-08:00

yeah man bring on the weekend!first i need to apologise sorry mei meis that i embarrass u wif ur seniors cos they think i am your bf sorry,ur face was like black man wif evilness btw its nice meeting u:)man man man there is so many project to complete all are graded damn it they give my class extra project cos we are suppose to be of higher intellect cos we best class that is like so bullshit.sorry seth i cant attend ur outing at Sentosa wow very little people are going to attend ur outing thats sad if i were u i wud cancel it too little people =no fun.haha today have tennis so fun la yea man shawn and seth nat say i am improving rapidly i am so happy can!this is my 5th lesson today in my whole life i hope for better improvement in the future.um i did not noe that word was like taboo for u sorry abt that.everybody of 2A1 work hard man lets be always the best and take bio next year wahooo.hmm on the geog lesson,that event that took place made me super piss off i wud have killed u on the spot but i controlled.teacher is so bias towards ur group making u win all the rounds that is shit up.My group has work hard to be the best and u smash our dreams.fine in the finals of the debate ur group will win no matter how obviously good ur opposition is.I DUN LIKE UR F$(KING FACE.SUmmary sorry xueli and seth for letting u down,too many projects and shit that teacher who does not like my group.

2007-02-05T04:00:00.000-08:00

hey people who are reading my blog thanks again for reading my blog,i noe my blog was rotting.anyway i have discover that being in the top class is damn stress!esp my maths teacher he is one crazy man well he is a good teacher but he pumps us wif too much formulas and problems so far we have already finish half the book of maths and its not even mid year crazy man and always test here test there for every subject haha life is crazy spend almost all my time studyihng for tests.haha tmr i am going out wif xueli man my mei mei for some band concert i hope its interesting haha if not i will have to talk to xue xue for entertainment or worse thing lah just entertain my self.wow i love ajhan brahms talk ok its this cool monk from aus ok he preaches like to a buddhist crowd in air con room the room is actually a hall very nice and majestic but anyway he talks abt everyday problems and how u should handle it his talks are enlightening man makes me think abt life in diff ways better that is.actually any religion can listen to his talk cos the subjects he talk abt pertains to everybody but sadly he is not in singapore anymore.he is cool man so whoever say monks are not cool screw off haha.sorry guys i have a maths test tmr have to go.SUMMARY!ok tmr got concert wif xueli haha,monks are cool and lastly tests are always coming that sucks.oh tag on myy board how u guys are going to spend Vday valentines man thanks haha post post pls

2007-01-08T01:10:00.000-08:00

hey people,haven been typing for long,how have u people been.well start off wif my b'day.sigh man only receive one present but nvm ppl saying happy birthday on sms can already tots that count mah.my father brot my family to lunch to like celebrate my brithday wif no cake haha.miao jie gave me the pencil case men and its nice billabong pencil case thanks jie jie.FYI i met miao jie at BF(buddhist fellowship)she is a nice person wif super good morales haha.oh yea go check the part abt me.change already some stuff.well to be straight me and claudia are no longer an item.pls dun ask questions.thanks.school starts already so far my teachers are generally ok.i got caught for my hair by a stupid teacher but hey thats her job wad can i do.so i just trim trim abit to make her mouth shut.she is irritating man!so ppl how has been ur schooling so far.i believe JC is fun rite jc ppl.haha the sec one looks shorter than my year ppl.my senior told me that every year the sec ones keep getting shorter haha.i am short too haha.and pls ppl at bf i am not 16!!i am not that old haha.pls dun ask me how my o levels went.i haven even take my subject combination.thanks ppl for reading my blog.take care all u ppl haha happy schooling.learn new stuff i hope.BYE BYE

2006-12-24T03:25:00.000-08:00

Hey readers,sorry recently I haven been blogging consistently,recently came back from japan I must say that japan rocks much more than Singapore the ppl there are a bit weird.Like they are dress as businessman all wear ties but dun let their clothing fool u they all do diff types of jobs,some are toilet cleaners and blah blah not only just business man that is why Japanese are cool!well when I arrived at the airport in japan I could see my breath cos its cold ma so cool lah but after awhile it becomes a nuisance cos the ur breath prevents u from seeing clearly.the thing cool over there during winter is that the sun sets at 4.30 so cool la.1 of the first thing I noticed was the mountains they are so beautiful.ok i believe all of u noe wad hot springs are rite?well in Japanese it is called onsen.basically u go into a hot spring water which suppose to be good for health haha it is comfortable only one thing u have to be totally NAKED to go in haha of course men women separated la.On the second day we cud see snow man!!my hotel window faced the mountain that was covered wif snow,after checking in there I immediately when out to play snow.deh!it was definitely fun.i can send u ppl the photos if u want to,third day we when to fish cake factory nice place for a beggar cos everything has a sample,true enuff this young man walked in and gobbled up the samples and he still cud smile at us crazy guy!But generally Japanese are friendly ppl more friendly than Singapore.shit man one of the worse things was that the tour guide speaks Chinese damn it!one of the coolest place I been to during the trip was a lake high up the mountains,impossible to imagine rite a lake high up the mountain.surrounded by mountains,we were high enuff to see the clouds touching trees on a hill so cool,the place was also COOL,freezing cold I was stupid enuff to wear one layer of clothing while everybody else wore at least 3 layers and they were still cold wad bout me haha.well overall thanks for reading until this point,well overall I had a good trip I look forward towards another trip like thisFUN!!

2006-12-09T00:01:00.000-08:00

hello ppl.lizard thanks for ur support but i currently am ok so i do not need ur help lets reserve it till next time haha.wah lao i am at home now it is so boring just finish gym training at kallang took a train to newton then my dad picked me up.hey cara it is nice to catch up haven been for quite a long time almost one year.yesterday me and claudia went to sentosa beach at siloso.we waited awhile for the sun to set,so while waiting we went and play wif water,claudia's fone got wet did not work quite well.we had a great time there,the sunset is so magical and beautiful just so nice after watching it going down everything turn dark haha so we got out of sentosa and went to vivo we ate dinner there on the rooftop area it was a beautiful view haha i had a great time wif claudia.thanks for bringing me to these two great places,i miss the beach already.claudia jia you i noe u will make it one day ,i will not give on my dreams .the red rose was nice sad we did not buy it.wow heard bout ur mom claudia that sucks man well lets hope she forget abt it.haha a few more days then can go to japan and hopefully touch snow for the first time haha.claudia its great to spend time wif u so sorry that i am such a busy guy i hope u had great fun!For those ppl who haven been to sentosa for awhile i encourage u ppl to go to the beach it rocks of course bringing someone special along will be even better.sigh summary,ummm cara nice catching up,jia wen we go out next time,claudia thanks i had such a great time.<3

2006-12-06T02:26:00.000-08:00

hey readers thanks for ur compliments,yesterday afternoon was very fun for me.i went to macritchie reservoir wif claudia,we had so much fun there trekking in the forest,we did not see much people there i think more monkeys then people in fact.haha yesterday while walking through the forest me and claudia saw a whole family of monkeys walking towards us they were so damn cute,the leader walk rite infront of me and stare me straight in the eye claudia was hiding behind me,the leader then touch my bag thinking that i was carrying food but i was definitely not carrying any then i stupidly ask for the monkey to clear the path for me and claudia to pass through and the monkeys just cleared it for us but i didnt speak monkey language haha i did not noe monkeys knew english.after meeting the monkey family we walked somemore deeper into the forest till we reached a metal tower which i think is 6 stories high we took the stairs up,when we reached the top the sight was breathe taking,it was so nice to see just trees everywhere.it was so nice and quiet i felt i could stay there the whole day and watch the stars come out but we had to go so ya we left the place after awhile,(after making out haha) then we decided track cos if we carry on walking i will not be able to go for training punctually so ya lah.it was sad to leave that place but if i also stayed longer me and claudia wud be drench to the core by the rain,before we reached the bus stop it started raining like mad by the time me and her reach the bus stop we were soaked,my jeans was totally wet and shirt sticking to my body like glue but we eventually got a bus and in the end after some travelling we reach plaza singapura and then it was time for me to go for training,so sad but hey we had a good time so i cant argue,getting wet was also worth it cos we only got this little shit from doing something so nice together so yup it was TOtallY worth it,for those who have never gone to macritchie pls go u will have a wonderful time but also depends who goes with u la of course just take bus 167 from newton mrt station.sigh but after gym when i came home and went online and talk to my claudia she was mad wif me for some stuff which i will not write here but yea it was so bad that i cried u know sometimes when something big comes from a friend u feel not hurt at all but when someone u love says something small it hurts u like shit dun u agree?strange things love does to a person,but anyway are back together again both of us apologise to each other and all is forgiven.SORRY CLAUDIA I REALLY AM.u are forgiven,i am glad me and jiawen are good friends as before i nearly tot out relationship wud have turn to dust,XUELI enjoy ur trip to HK,today just wen to taka to go shopping wif mother it was not really fun shopping wif her for woman stuff of course but hey i have to be a good kid who follow mother orders.SUMMARY,macritchie rocks,happy travelling xue xue,thanks for quitting i believe in u,glad to be friends jia jia,i love my baby haha sorry for the stuff.

2006-12-03T21:48:00.000-08:00

hey ppl,i haven been blogging as planned.well next week i will be flying to japan.north of japan.hey u readers have u ever heard of the northern lights at the north pole.its damn cool haha to see a sky full of stars and strange lites.got alot diff types of colour.green look the most cool.anyway today i went to taka to go do some window shopping.reserving the clothes for tmr sale so dun need to queue up tmr to try out clothes in the fitting rooms just go to the counter and just ask for the reserve clothes and just pay for it.my mom's idea one a bit kiasu.anyway i am glad that the thing wif jia wen is over,i hope there wud be no more misunderstanding anymore.haha this early morning at 2am i was talking to my hungary friend and scotland friend both are cool and from karate.they keep thinking singapore is part of china.ha ha they are funny,they keep asking if it is near beijing i feel like mudering them.shit la got the GST hike now everything will be more expensive thanks to the government.not saying they bad lar but maybe bad,but singapore is a bit boring dun u agree.well summary cant wait to see you tmr haha,flying to japan next week,good luck to ppl at the asia games go go singapore,GST hike ha ha

2006-11-29T05:36:00.000-08:00

sorry ppl i haven update that frequently cos due to some disturbing factors and ya lor my mother keeps patroling the computer trying to se wad i type sad lah.haha grace u are back at last but idunno if i can go out wif u this week cos there is a problem-my mother.she only allow me to go out once a week and i have already used it up wif someone *special* so i really dunno but chances are slim but next week can go out agian i will try to persuade her to let me go out twice that week.REBEL!!haha no lar i am not so bad lar i must be guai.um thanks claudia for the first k**s.(is it too obvious ha ha) it was really enjoyable.sorry ppl i am too lazy to add a summary.sorry(u noe everytime i see u u make me happy and brighten my whole day,thanks for everything!lips of an angel

2006-11-21T07:06:00.000-08:00

hey ppl i am back from the malaysia competition.haha i underestimated my goal i bagged 3 golds and 1 bronze.well anyway happy birthday claudia!may all ur dreams come true ur finally a teenager.glad that u change for the better..i like the new you,haha eh grace thanks for visiting my blog u are probably enjoying urself at the beach in italy i heard that place rocks big time,well enjoy!damn it lah today i was at taka eating lunch at crystal jade xiao long bao and claudia was just like nearby at crystal jade palace we were both in the same building and area but sadly we both did not see each other sad..haha today it was fun to do gym wif fencing girls who are representing singapore for the asia games i hope they do singapore proud they are friendly ppl and nice too most of them lar,but i wonder where are the guys??well tmr hopefully i am going out i find it hard to go out some how.i am quite sure it is either tmr,wed,friday.dunno what show DEFINITELY DEFINITELY NOt HAPPY FEET.i am not gonna waste my money on some stupid penguin.i go to the zoo to look at penguins not the cinema to pay to watch fake rubberly penguin.haha xueli i hope u get ur phone back soon!! well i cant rite a summary cos mother is nearby trying to read wad i type so sorry readers

2006-11-13T21:54:00.000-08:00

hi everyone,today i slept for 14 hours not something my mother is really happy about she says i wasted half of the day doing someething that is not productive,i think sleeping is productive helps ur body recover from illnesses not all of course u cant sleep off HIV or AIDS,well any way xue li's sister need to confirm wif u i am not xue li's bf,i dun have a gf though one girl keeps saying i have 1,making me go made.well my mother is so not happy that she did not buy lunch for me so now i am starving,lucky i noe how to cook,i am cooking now at least i can survive i noe a guy friend who cant even cook instant noodles i thin kthat is the reason why they invented home econs.Claudia!haha i am so happy wif wad u did that is wad i call cool!at last u are a determined person i think u will enojoy the new u..jia wen go out another time ok?haha umm but i need to tell u that friday i cant make it sorry.summary>i am now cooking lunch cos i over slept,claudia congrats,xue li is not my gf AND i do NOT hav a gf....yet:)

2006-11-12T01:02:00.000-08:00

haha,back again.these days have been fine,i think soon i will start cooking again,i think i will try something new i just hope i dun start a forest fire cosing haze..ah i bull shitting.ehhh claudia ur birthday is coming up i already got a small gift for u,dun worry grace i haven really forgot ur bday since i lost my diary and hp all my friends birthday have been forgotten sorry to all those friends of mine.haha i will start recording again.just started doing maths i had nothing better to do mar so just did stnadard forms a lil chem,hey grace how is ur o levels?argh today in the morning was just a very bad start had bad arguments,its always the same ppl hao and my mum exchange words of anger and f words,damn it have to go bye guys sorry today i could not rite a summary but i think today's post is very short.hey claudia cheer up

2006-11-07T21:45:00.000-08:00

oh yeah just fixed my com i am so happy that i can blog again.well the competition is next week damn i want to get it over and done wif.congrats claudia haha.well jia jia hope u enjoyed urself wif him.claudia dun be angry over that comment that person was so insensitive so heck abt that bit**.i am waiting grace haha.i just watched the guardian yesterday it was predictable lah.i want to watch step up!!haha i think its nice.i was totally sick yesterday but i still managed to go out wif claudia and went to gym after that then went home and sleep.hey jia i must congrat u for trying u at least had the guts to try.well i have to go now next meal is almost ready.summary...claudia thanks for going out wif me,jia wen good try and yeah thats about it,claud dun feel sad..

2006-11-01T00:01:00.000-08:00

i just finish doing some house chores.ehh crap cant go out cos there is no one to go out wif...The sentosa trip was cancelled as i predicted not good enuff of a response.it was refreshing to talk to grace.she made me smile.its ok claudia that u cannot go out wif me i understand,well justin sorry for not typing bout u.well that guy is a small cute(according to girls) person.he is a nice guy but he gets angry easily that is when u must stay away from him.let me ask u ppl a question..is it alright for a pri5 girl to like a sec 1?that is quite a puzzling question to me.pls tag ur answers thank u.today is so boring.my mother was definitely not happy when she saw me using the com at 5....in the morning!cos i did not sleep and she siad i wud get sick...so lame but mum's orders so i follow it dun want a stupid argument.rite now i am talking to jia wen and this pri 5 girl.she is irritating me!not jia wen of course.she does not irritate me for a reply..summary,grace thanks for making my day happy,tonite got karate training and pls anw my question thanks ppl

2006-10-31T00:06:00.001-08:00

hi there thanks for visting my blog...well today is quite boring didnt do much but i wen to the travel angency wif my family to book tickets to some strange place in japan.no snow but cold lar.sorry for putting the thing in caps jia jia i really didnt noe that wud trigger u sorry.hey people pls add me as ur link i wud enjoy tat.holidays just started but i feel so sian.but claudia jia wen u girls keep me company and other ppl i forgot but thanks.sigh...later still got gym training national stuff.maybe tmr i will go to sentosa wif seth and gang.but i am not really interested in going there its a maybe.its quite boring just going there i rather go out in singapore the city wif claudia,jia or wif seth's gang.Summary...jia sorry for placing it in caps,keith thanks for visting,sentosa trip is a maybe.haha cya

2006-10-29T23:53:00.000-08:00

Hi Everyone reading my blog,thanks for visting it.it has been a long time i last blogged.alot of changes have happened.but somethings just remains the same just like her.she never changed i gave her time to cool off but she did not change,i pity her boyfriend.she puts a mask of lies when she is wif u.well i dunnoe wad u see in her..sigh.i dun think both of u will last for long.well for the other girl i noe i have a question for u..when will u ever grow up,i LOVED u for the person i TOT u were but it seems i made a bad mistake to be wif u.everthing was just wron wif u.its good i dun speak to u anymore.silence is all i need from u.grace i hope u see this.grace i am waiting for u to come back.i am waiting jie jie.Summary..girls u both shud change ur character but so everyone's sick,grace i miss u,claudia thanks for being my friend,jia wen keep it strong wif HIM.hahai believe in u claudia